What lies ahead?

Happy Friday! I don't really have much planned this weekend, but after the first week of the year (and a too crazy NYE), I'm ready to chill and hang out with friends. Tonight I'm having dinner at a new restaurant in the Village and will probably hit a bar after for a drink or two, but no more than that. Also, per my recent interest in twinks, there's a boy who really wants to meet me for some reason, so I'm highly considering hooking up with him later. Who knows what the night holds.

Lately, the idea of spending the night spooning with someone is really appealing. Maybe I'm becoming a romantic, or just feeling lonely, but it's what I've been thinking about a lot recently. Perhaps it's because of the New Year. Perhaps it's because I recently had a birthday. Perhaps it's because I'm becoming insane - ha - I don't know. Does everyone have this feeling now and then?

There's an escort coming into town tomorrow who wants to hang out, and actually talked about working some clients together. I think I mentioned this before, I escorted a little in college and then for a bit when I first moved here. Fortunately I didn't do it because I HAD to, but because I wanted to. I got a thrill out of a) having sex multiple times a day and 2) getting paid for it. It's obviously a huge ego boost, and there's something trashy about it, which I also like. Anyway, this guy seems pretty cool, definitely hot, but may take the "job" a bit too seriously. Then again, a "pro" is a pro.

We talked about meeting up in the afternoon to see if we click, then fucking around and maybe getting some clients. BUT, I just got an email from another hot muscle dude who's going to be in town and having a gangbang at his hotel. Choices Choices.



Also...I hate to be shady, but there is a guy on the .net who has been hitting me up for awhile. We first spoke this summer, and were going to meet, but then he completely flaked out. Out of nowhere, he sent me a message today - I haven't seen him online since the summer. Again, he's begging me to fuck him, and wants to do it at lunch. He asked me to call him at 11 to confirm. So I did. No answer. I notice that he's still on .net right now (12:00 PM), so I email him asking what's up. I see that he read the message, but doesn't respond. WHY DO PEOPLE FLAKE? I'm so inclined to post his screen name (and phone number), but that would be such an asshole move on my part...

Twink Times

For some reason I've been into twink porn lately. I mentioned this the other day, when I plugged Brent Corrigan's website, and Cobra Video, the company for which he often works. Like this morning, in addition to blowing a load to rawTOP's scene in Dawson's 20 Load Weekend, I blew another to a streaming video of the Cobra produced "Bareboned Twinks," from the Best Sites Premium site.

I find these twinks getting fucked raw really hot. I mean, of course it is: tight smooth holes getting nailed by huge cocks and finished off with thick white cream oozing out.

That said, I was on the prowl today for some smooth twink ass. And I found it. Actually, it found me. A dude that I first spoke with a couple of weeks ago, but that I eventually wrote off because he seemed like a flake - as so many of these fuckers are - sent an sms at the end of the day, asking if I was free later. I wrote back, but assuming he'd flake out when the time came, that I was leaving the office, going to the gym, then would be free around 9:00 PM. He said that was cool.

When I finished my workout, and was out of the shower - nothing going on in the steam room tonight - I went back to my locker and found a message from him:

him: "You free, man?"

me: "Yup, will be home in 45. Meet me then."

Literally 5 minutes after I got home, the buzzer rang, and up he came. He was cute, not as cute as the pics, but good enough. A smooth guy with a decent bod and ass, but one that I knew would be fun. He came in, I gave him a bottle of Fiji, went into the bedroom, and off came the clothes. He went straight for my cock, but had no choice, since I forced his head onto it. I was really boned up tonight (and still am), so popped an instant woody. I stopped him for one second so that I could grab my rubber cockring. He said he doesn't wear those. Dude, you don't know what you're missing.

He got on the bed, on his back, I straddled on top and fed him my dick. I guess I was a little too rough, because he kept gagging, but that only made it hotter. I inched down, and lied on top of him, with my cock between his legs, so it could tease his hole. We made out with deep wet passionate kisses. He was wearing some cheap cologne which grossed me out a bit, but it also made it/him seem trashier, which I liked.



After slobbering each other up, I got down between his legs, threw them over his head and chomped into his butthole. It was so smooth and silky...like lubed up, without any lube. He was enjoying this a lot, which made me hotter. He was giving up real sounds of pleasure, not bullshit pussy wimpers you'd expect from a twink. I wanted to get my tongue in deeper, so I flipped him over, but he laid flat down on the bed. I didn't want that, so I grabbed his waist, and pulled it up. He flopped back down, so I picked him up again and pushed his knees together, so he was on all fours. He finally figured it out, and stayed like that while I dug my tongue deep into his hole.



He had HAD it. He reached down, grabbed my cock and pulled it close to his hole. He wanted to get nailed, and I was psyched to do it. Out came the Gunoil, which he took out of my hand, and lubed up his cock and hole. I hadn't even gotten out the condom, when he grabbed my ass and pulled me towards his ass. So in I went. I wasn't planning on boning him bare, but it happened. I pumped once, and it was so hot that I actually squirted a little inside, but was able to hold the rest. After chilling for a second, I continued pumping, and asked if he wanted me to dump inside. He said no. After a bit of fucking, I really had to cum, so I pulled out and came. I didn't shoot much since I had already cum a little, but he shot a nice load.

I got off, gave him a towel, and asked if he wanted to take a shower, which he did, then left.

I went back online to look for more ass, but nothing has come in. I dide, however, begin chatting with a hot dude who's going to be here this weekend and wants to fuck. Hopefully there'll be a good story there...

Terrible Tuesday

Yesterday, being the first day back from a week off - a week of fun, in all senses - was a rough day. For the first time since early summer I did ecstasy. Not only did I do it, but I did it twice in one weekend. I got dragged to the Roxy on Saturday night, then to Crobar on Sunday, and dropped once at each. Needless to say, I wasn't surprised at how I felt yesterday. However, there is a remedy that helps the come-down, but it will make me sound like a complete drug addict, which I'm totally not. I guess I just wanted a weekend of fun, so I had it. Although no sex. I don't know what it is, but unlike so many people who get boned up when they do e, I don't. I like to be with my friends and dance, but rarely have the urge to fuck. I mean, I've done it, but it's never me at my best, obviously.

I made the decision on Monday night that I wouldn't get up early and hit the gym before work, but rather make it there after so that I could sleep-in a bit. I slept as late as I could before making my way to the shower. I didn't even rub out a load, which is usually the first thing I do in the morning - unless I have a piece of ass in bed with me, or arrange to have one before work.

Sex was just not at all on my mind yesterday, yet I still needed to report on my past several hooks, so I wrote about them without much passion (you can probably tell by reading, although thanks for the comments. Definitely ego boosters). I saw there was a comment from a guy who I haven't seen before, Raven in NYC (Mark), and checked out his blog. On it, there was a list of blogs he likes, I check out one that looked good, TheGreatCockHunt. While reading, I couldn't help but get a chub. Without even thinking, I started rubbing my dick, and eventually creamed in my jeans. (I was looking for a photo of a guy with cum stained jeans, but couldn't find one. If you can find out, help a brother out.)

After work, I hit the gym, then met my parents for dinner. I was zonked, so once I got home from dinner, I jumped into bed. Even though I was not horned up, I checked my .net account and this hot-as-FUCK guy with a ripped-up body and huge cock hit me up right away. We exchanged a couple emails, and he wanted to come over and play, but I just couldn't do it. I knew I'd be no fun, so I asked for a rain check. He was a really cool guy, and made me promise that we would meet soon. Hmmmm...maybe we'll bang tonight.



This morning, I hopped online to check out my buddy rawTOP to check out a scene he did for Treasure Island in Dawson's 20 Load Weekend. That took care of today's morning load.

Catching up

The holidays came and went...and although I didn't write about my fucks as they happened, I definitely had some good times.

I'll start with the hot "straight" Latin dude with a "girlfriend at home." He had an ad on Craigs list asking for loads dumped up his ass by neg guys. I hit him up and we emailed back and forth a couple of times before I invited him over. He said he didn't kiss, which was almost the deal-breaker, but I said "come over and we'll check it out."

When I opened the door I wasn't so pleased, but he wasn't awful. I decided I didn't need to kiss him, just wanted to blow a load and call it a night. I started rubbing my cock through my jeans to get it chubbed up. He got down on the floor unbuttoned my Diesel jeans, and began blowing me in the kitchen. After a couple minutes, we made our way to the bedroom. I got him on the bed - on all fours - and ate him out just a bit. I wasn't really into doing anything that night other than pumping some ass and getting off. So I grabbed a bit of lube, fingered his hole, then just pushed it in. I only pumped a few times, then blew. There wasn't that much...or at least I don't think there was because none of it oozed out (which I love), but it was OK.

After I shot, I pulled out, went to the bathroom, took a piss, washed my cock and returned to my room to find him all dressed and ready to jet. Perfect.

That was last Wednesday. The next night, a tall, thin 27-year old came over. We had been trying to get together for awhile, so I was looking forward to finally meeting. Again, I wasn't blown away when I opened the door, but was so boned up I thought, "fuck it," and had him come in. Unlike the normal routine, we didn't make out in the kitchen, but rather got immediately into my bedroom. I whipped out my cock, and had him sit on the bed. I put one leg up so that he could lick my balls and sniff my ass while blowing me.

I decided it was time to sink it in, so I got him on his hands and knees and slapped his ass with my cock. I always prefer to fuck doggie rather than missionary, at least to begin, because if the guy has a nice ass, it's awesome to hold onto it and ram my cock in hard. I ate him out a bit. He had a nice smooth hole, with just the right amount of funk. I lubed up his butt and my dick, and pushed the head against his hole. He was moaning like a bitch before I even put it in. I'm not much into moaners. I mean, it's one thing to make some hot noises when banging, but I just find all the moaning and groaning phony.

Anyway, I slowly inched my way in. He didn't say anything about my cock going in raw, but rather said right away that he wanted to take my load. That got me thinking that maybe I should just cover it to be safe. So I did. I know, it's not necessarily the hottest way to bone, but I just felt that there was something shady about this guy. Also, when I have on a rubber, I fuck a shit-load harder than when I don't.

After fucking him so hard that his head hit the steel frame of my bed, I pulled out. There was shit on the condom, so I went to the bathroom, threw it in the toiled, then came back and jacked off on his back. Fortunately there was a towel underneath him, but I was still pissed off because my sheets were changed that day. He got on his back, and blew a huge load.

We lied there too long ... about 3 minutes :) ... then I got up, and asked if he wanted to wash-up. He said, "no thanks," and got dressed. He asked to see me again, but I probably won't bother.

I left for my holiday trip the next day - and while away, I fucked a hot-ass muscle jock. Guys, this dude was amazing.

I got back into town on 12/27 and met up that night with a guy I spoke with before I left town. He lives on the UWS, and since it was early, I decided to brave the cold and head up there. He is a top too, but I was cool with it since I was in the mood to suck cock.

He looked older than his photos, but seemed to have a nice body. We didn't waste any time, which was perfect. I began rubbing his dick through his shorts while making out. I could tell he had a nice piece, so I sat down on his couch and went for it. He wasn't as aggressive as I like, so I grabbed onto his ass, and thrusted him back and forth into my mouth. He got the point and began fucking my throat hard. His meat felt great. I gotta say, as big of a top as I am, I suck dick like a champ.

We went into the bedroom, and he continued to fuck my face while I jacked my own cock. I told him I was about to come, and blew my load right then. He did the same - all over my face.

We chilled out on his bed for a bit, and talked. He had an annoying voice, so I ended it quickly.

The next night, I went over to some dude's house for a blowjob. He wanted an anon scene, so he left his door unlocked. I walked in and found him on his knees, blindfolded with porn playing in the background. I got boned up, and shoved it in his mouth. After forcing his head down deep on my cock for several pumps, he came off and asked me to remove my leather cockring so that he could get it as far down as possible. Off it came, and down he went. I was pretty boned up, so just blew my load shortly thereafter. He kept his blindfold on while I zipped up and left.

And the final fuck of the holiday season... A guy from Manhunt whom I've been speaking with for the past couple of months was looking for a hard hard hard fuck and invited me over. I was going out later that night, and really should've taken a nap, but decided to take some ass instead.

Again, this dude left his door open for me. I found him on all-fours, ass up in the air. I dived right in and ate him out. His ass had a very nice smooth pucker that flexed in and out. He kept begging me to fuck him. I wanted to tease him a bit more, so continued to munch and finger his hole. After having enough of him begging and squirming, I grabbed the lube and slobbed it all over my rock hard dick and squirted more down his crack. I didn't tease any longer, but rather pushed the whole thing in at once. Deep. He cried out (this was a good cry), and said, "yeah." That let me know he wanted more...and harder, so I gave it to him. We stayed in that position until I blew my load. He pulled away as I was shooting, but I dumped a squirt or two in him before I popped out.

Oh...I had a physical last week, and all my tests came back negative.