Terrible Tuesday

Yesterday, being the first day back from a week off - a week of fun, in all senses - was a rough day. For the first time since early summer I did ecstasy. Not only did I do it, but I did it twice in one weekend. I got dragged to the Roxy on Saturday night, then to Crobar on Sunday, and dropped once at each. Needless to say, I wasn't surprised at how I felt yesterday. However, there is a remedy that helps the come-down, but it will make me sound like a complete drug addict, which I'm totally not. I guess I just wanted a weekend of fun, so I had it. Although no sex. I don't know what it is, but unlike so many people who get boned up when they do e, I don't. I like to be with my friends and dance, but rarely have the urge to fuck. I mean, I've done it, but it's never me at my best, obviously.

I made the decision on Monday night that I wouldn't get up early and hit the gym before work, but rather make it there after so that I could sleep-in a bit. I slept as late as I could before making my way to the shower. I didn't even rub out a load, which is usually the first thing I do in the morning - unless I have a piece of ass in bed with me, or arrange to have one before work.

Sex was just not at all on my mind yesterday, yet I still needed to report on my past several hooks, so I wrote about them without much passion (you can probably tell by reading, although thanks for the comments. Definitely ego boosters). I saw there was a comment from a guy who I haven't seen before, Raven in NYC (Mark), and checked out his blog. On it, there was a list of blogs he likes, I check out one that looked good, TheGreatCockHunt. While reading, I couldn't help but get a chub. Without even thinking, I started rubbing my dick, and eventually creamed in my jeans. (I was looking for a photo of a guy with cum stained jeans, but couldn't find one. If you can find out, help a brother out.)

After work, I hit the gym, then met my parents for dinner. I was zonked, so once I got home from dinner, I jumped into bed. Even though I was not horned up, I checked my .net account and this hot-as-FUCK guy with a ripped-up body and huge cock hit me up right away. We exchanged a couple emails, and he wanted to come over and play, but I just couldn't do it. I knew I'd be no fun, so I asked for a rain check. He was a really cool guy, and made me promise that we would meet soon. Hmmmm...maybe we'll bang tonight.



This morning, I hopped online to check out my buddy rawTOP to check out a scene he did for Treasure Island in Dawson's 20 Load Weekend. That took care of today's morning load.