Urges

I've had a friend staying with me since Saturday night, so although I had some good times on Sunday, I've been raging for ass all week (three days). Tonight is my first night alone, but not sure if I'll be able to get a piece or not, since I have some annoying shit to do after work...I'm SO SICK OF WEARING TUXEDOS (and no, I'm not a waiter).

Too many benefits, night after night. I've always fantasized about banging a cater-waiter in the "stock-room," but it hasn't happened. I mean, does it ever really happen? Sure, people say it happens to them...it seems like everyone says it's happened to them...but it's never happened to me. And frankly, I don't even think I'd be any good in that situation anyway.

Aside from the benefits and guests, it's not been the easiest week for other, personal reasons. This isn't the form to really talk about that kind of stuff, but I'm doing what I can to continue with both a well-active sex life and the grind at work, but also have to deal with other matters that are weighing me down a bit. That probably explains why I'm more boned up (combined with the fact that I couldn't really have any sex Monday, Tuesday or Wednesday night). I probably wouldn't have had any anyway, but one always wants what one can't have.

Last night, before going to sleep, I got a chub and began playing with my cock. I was horned up and my dick swelled to a size that seemed bigger than normal. I hadn't shaved my balls in about a week, so they were a little fuzzy and looked huge. My package forced itself out over the waistband of my new 2xist black bikini briefs, which made them look even bigger and juicier than they normally appear. I should've taken a picture, but was just enjoying playing with my meat. It was chilly in my room, so that made my balls even tighter than they already were. I pushed my shaft through the center of my balls, forcing them on either side of my dick which pumped it up even more.

I rarely just "play with myself," but this was fun and got me really horned up. I propped it straight up and just took a look at my rock hard thick cock. It's pretty fucking nice. Holding it there reminded me of how I like to guide my dick into a guy's ass by stabilizing it with my thumb or finger on top of the shaft (usually at its base - see photo). I could feel my nut about to bust, and let it rip on my stomach and chest.

I used my new black 2xist briefs as a cum rag, which when I woke up this morning, had a perfect web of dried jizz all over them.